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whyskey from the other night
haven't drank since then..

umm.. wait..

okay.. yeah.. dec 11 and dec 13 were
important dates lately.. dec 11 i had
an "interview" (actually an exam for
eligibility to werk at a job) at 8:30am and today, dec 13, i picked up a sub job. i subbed on monday, the 10th, but didn't sub on the 11th. the 12th i blew off werking.. so i did not drink on the 12th.. shoot.. so i blew it taking more than one day off drinking. i found it took me something like 5 days of abstinence to achieve a blood pressure effect.

my failure to abstain for the 5 day period can be attributed to alcoholism,
but i refuse to jepardize my ethanol nutritional potential by accepting the abstinential toxin ideal.